Overdosing By Tonight

Said I'm overdosing by tonight And don't act like you care Because you do not

Overdosing by tonight I'm overdosing

Overdosing by tonight

Said I'm overdosing Don't know if I'm drunk Shit think it was the drugs Shit I'm overdosing tomorrow night It's too late to say sorry

Overdosing Overdosing on these drugs Said I'm addicted to love But I'm scared of failure And I'm scared of failing my family So Ima take a shot of whiskey Overdosing on these drugs

And I think I'm addicted To disappointing those around me too yeah Said I can't make no promises And you might hate me for that But I rather you hating me Than telling people That I promised you some Said I wouldn't kill myself nah But I would cause I'd be lying If I said I want to be alive All this pain it's like drugs That makes you feel numb Make you feel numb

And I'm overdosing I'm overdosing on love

I wanna be alive But I'd be lying if I say I don't want to die But that's the only way I seem to relax I think it's peaceful And I wouldn't harm So overdosing by tonight Hope my dad won't be the one to find Cause he's usually the one that walks upon me When I got the razor and the knife

I'm at my lowest point right now Hope he won't be mad when he reads that note I hope he won't be mad cause I'm used to disappointing those I love Hope when he reads that note he understands and holds my mom a little closer Hope when he reads that note he holds my mom Cause I might not make until tonight So I'll be overdosing on those drugs Don't care which ones Pain killers don't numb this pain It just makes me fall asleep and forget I'm falling asleep Spreading my wings Wanna fall asleep and forget All the nightmares that surround me every day So I'll be trying to survive another day off these drugs Off these drugs Off these drugs Overdosing by tonight Overdosing on love Overdosing but I'm still trying to stay alive Overdosing by tonight Overdosing on love Overdosing but I'm still trying to stay alive Stay alive You don't have to end it nah And I will hold you close tonight Said you are strong Yeah you are strong