Lyrics
I've been walking all alone People stare at me Like I'm wearing paper clothes Losing my self esteem That's why I hide Behind these baggy clothes
Cause I got scars on my back And they're weighing me down Scars on my heart But I don't make a sound Breaking myself Just to feel something inside
I'm screaming inside These demons talking The harder I fight The more they try to control me This fire inside Is tearing me down
Beautiful life But it's tearing me down Smile on my face While I'm starting to drown Fighting to breathe I'm losing control Caught in this fire It's burning me So why do I still feel cold Feel cold
I'm stuck in my head Where this silence won't break Been running in circles Been trapped in this maze They see the smile But they don't feel this pain The battles I fight Every single day
I'm holding on tight But I'm losing my grip This fire inside Burning me from within I'm lost in the dark Where the pain always wins I'm lost in the dark Where the pain always wins
I'm screaming inside These demons talking The harder I fight The more they try to control me This fire inside Is tearing me down
Beautiful life But it's tearing me down Smile on my face While I'm starting to drown Fighting to breathe I'm losing control Caught in this fire It's burning me So why do I still feel cold Feel cold
Maybe this pain Is what's keeping me sane I'm loving the highs But I'm stuck in this fear Maybe these scars Are the reason I'm here Pieces of me That I'll never get to see
But maybe this fire Will bring me back home Maybe this fire Will bring me back to you
Beautiful life But it's tearing me down Smile on my face While I'm starting to drown Fighting to breathe I'm losing control Caught in this fire It's burning me So why do I still feel cold Feel cold
Lost in the fire It's burning me slow I'm lost in the fire I'm losing control Lost in the fire It's burning me But why do I feel so cold So cold